i can't deal with her. she's so fucking unfair. i hate that from the moment i showed her the wrinkles in her face just fucking accentuated themselves as if they were trying to crumple up the fucking paper by themself. i hate that i hate it i hate it i hate it. i want to leave this fucking house and not see those disgusting expressions she makes with the wrinkles trying to crumple my face my determined fucking face. i hate it i hate it goddamnit i hate her. after such a nice day she'd just one up the fucking great future and crush it with the furrowed brow on her forehead. leave me alone.
gooOOOODDD my arms hurt because of those shotttssss. the doctor was straight forward so i didn't have a say in which fucking arm!!! she asked me about my scars and i showed her for a sec then hid my wrists.. other than that today was okay, got some new characters to redesign sdfgs thanks for reading.
SDFGFSADF SO MUCH CONTENT TO DIGEST. FIRST IT WAS SPINEL...... THEN IT WAS SANS..... sorry, i have no school tomorrow cause of Dorian, but i'm not worried aha, i think i feel better, reading yesterday's entry makes me regret it, but it's out there now !
is my art that bad? are my characters not good enough? what is wrong with me... i fucking need to change art styles in order to appeal to people... that doesn't feel right.. i consume so much and give so little, no wonder no one wants my shit anymore.. fuck !!