[001] 10/08/19

i love the attention, but it's kinda lonely in my head. just wish i had people who poke around my thoughts instead of typing from an arm's distance away, clacking at the keyboards some fake enthusiasm i try and fake too. close friends are nice but i'm just exhausted of having to make small talk, pulling words from my mouth like flecks of fur from a hat; it's never the meat of the conversation, but the fluff will have to do for the time being, to get a point across.